FLYING HOME.. WHAAAAAT?

So, I know we haven't wrote anything since March. The time flew and right now I'm back home. Many things have happened this last 3 months. We had this amazing trip called EUROTOUR. It was one of the most amazing experiences ever! It was so cool to travel around Europe with exchange stundents. IT WAS AWESOME! The thing is, I was not that excited for Eurotour, because I knew I was going to fly back home 28 days after it.

28 DAYS LATER.



MAY 26, 2010
BYE BYE DEUTSCHLAND! :/

FLYING BACK HOME!!! NO!!!
It was the hardest thing I've ever done. It was so hard to say goodbye to all of my friends and to my host family.
It was so sad to walk away from all the people that went to the airport just to see you one last time. As I was going through security, I felt my heart stop. I turned around one last time, and took a look to all of the exchange students, all the people I love and all the people that I'm going to remember for the rest of my life.

BERLIN-FRANKFURT. FRANKFURT-MEXICO CITY
After going through security I couldn't stop crying. Everyone thought I was sick, so they changed me to first class so I could feel better. I started reading all of the letters my friends gave me. As I was reading them, my hands were shaking. The only thing that was on my mind was: WHY AM I FLYING HOME SO EARLY? I must say it was a mistake, but I had no choice and I rather be the first one to leave than the last one.

After 12 hours of flight, I was landing in Mexico.
WOW
Even though I was physically in Mexico, my heart was in Berlin. I could not talk. I could not think. Those were the most confusing minutes of my life. But wait, Am I supposed to feel happy? I can't be happy! How am I going to be happy if I left the life I loved behind. SURPRISE! I was devastated.
I only had four things on my mind after we landed.
*What are my host parents doing now without me?
*What is everyone doing back HOME?
*Why is this so WEIRD?
and the most important:
HOW AM I GOING TO BE HAPPY WITHOUT ALL OF MY FRIENDS?